오늘

왠지 보고싶다.

다른사람이 있다해도.

우리 함께했던 그 시간들

작아지진 않았고, 작아지지 않길.

정말 누굴 그렇게 좋아해 본 적 없어. 뒤돌아봐도.

앞으로 본다. 이제는 또 다르길 바라며.

마지막 약속 했던데로 한 십년은 앞으로 못 볼거야.

그 때 쯤이면 나도 다른 누구와 행복하길.

다시는 서로 사랑하지 않길.

Current Options

first of all, i'm still waiting for my citizenship interview date. when is it going to be. i'm actively waiting everyday. actively.

1. peace corps. put away the next two years in an obscure town of another country. "contribute" to the world. in the meantime, figure out my next move.

2. korea. 6 months - 1 year. teach english, get in touch with my root, see friends family.

3. spain. teach english. see myself in another world.

things to be done before i have any of the choices above:

citizenship, financial (loans, etc.), gre

i was hoping making this list will help me see my future a bit more clearly. not really.

Future Holds

i don't want to be mediocre at anything that comes my way.

so I'm afraid. to start something new.

much more is there to be prepared in my head. instead of plunging. am i cowardly?

told you, i am afraid to move forward, i am afraid to stand still.